Its a new day

sooo whats up? i think that, i may like somebody...its kind of complicated though. You see, im one of those people who like too easily, then get hurt real quick. But theres those few i think that i may really like, if after a while i still like them (maybe even more) then i really do like them.

This one is abit different though, he has 2 you could say, personalities? when i say this i dont mean he's 2 sided, i mean like he's kind of complicated.
well its the fact that he is a very good person on the inside, like no shitt, you can't find people who are this nice very often and i mean purely nice, not just nice for the sake of the situation.

The bad side is kinda pretty bad, and i dont wanna say it otherwise you mind find out who it is....hahaa
but he does it alot (btw it isnt anything illegal if you were just wondering ==') and i feel like if i were to date him, i'd get hurt because of this.

sorry i cant really tell you but it SUCKS.....
so im not sure what to do =/

So far away

Dont you wish you that you could go back to one moment in time and stay there forever? I hate it how days are so normal then ill get hit with something that hurts me inside.

Painful memories is what hits me harder than almost anything else. So life is very different from 1year ago. I'm different, and happy, but it's not the same happy as the one i had before, im not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing...

I also had a person that i considered as my best friend, one i thought i'd be friends with for a long time, one who, outside of school we would still go karaoke and city until 1am in the morning. But doesn't it suck that we don't even talk anymore. Another painful memory.

So ive really got nothing else to say,

hope your well, x